(I'll come up with a more interesting name for my blog later.)
Hi, hello.
If you're reading this, you might have seen my little poll asking whether I should have a hand-written journal or an online/typed up journal.
Well, I tried the whole hand-written journal thing.
Didn't work out too well.
My hand cramped up too much. I felt like I was limiting my words due to the hand cramps, which led to me writing random, pointless stuff because of me limiting my words.
Like I said, didn't work out.
So, I'm trying out this blogging thing.
I used to blog. Whenever I was 15, and went out with my friends to the mall.
Super great entries. Haha.
But, instead of using this as a "how my day was today" I'll probably vent, and rant, and gush, with a little bit of how my day went.
Sound good?
Great, I think so too:)
So, what's been on my mind lately? Everything you can possibly think of!
- School : blah, I hate it. Scratch that, I hate math. Immensely. I cannot wait to be done with this semester, and never, ever, ever take another math class again. Actually, that all depends on my major. Which, I have NO idea what that is going to be! Yet another thing on my mind... that I eventually have to figure out.
- Work : should I stay or should I go? I've had thoughts of quitting Winn Dixie for probably a good year now. It's not that I don't like it there. I enjoy it. I love the people I work with. I love the regular customers, who aren't suuuuuper creepy. I just feel like it's a gigantic waste of time. I could be doing so much more productive stuff with my time, instead of standing around, waiting for some angry customer to come and demand a refund on something they never even paid for. Or, selling lotto, cigarettes and booze to disgusting people. And, I'm not talking about their attire, or their hygiene, I'm talking about the attitude they have towards people. The language they use. The inappropriate stuff that I hear and see come from these people, over and over again. It just saddens/disgusts me.
- Nannying (which apparently, isn't even a word?) : I love it. Amanda Orrock, thank you for asking me to be your nanny! McKay is the best little baby in the world, and not to mention the cutest! I just adore him, and the time I get to spend with him. Makes me want to be a mom, and have my own little adorable family. Oy vey!
- Boy : Oh, jeez. This is a subject I shouldn't even touch, cause I might just go on and on.
Dear boy, I adore you. I don't know why, cause we're terribly different in so, so many ways. But, at the same time have some similarities. But, I guess that was bound to happen, huh? Having similarities as well as differences? Ha. Anyway, we rarely talk. And, when we do talk, you do all the talking. I just sit and listen. When I do open my mouth, I try not to stumble over my words, while trying to say something that might interest you. Do you know how confusing you are Mr. Boy? I can't read you! At all. One minute, I think, "Why do I even bother? You have no idea I exist." then the next minute, you do/say little things that make me get my hopes up. Hagrumph.
- Life! : So, my life in general has been rather hectic lately. Not so much literally. Okay, somewhat literally, but mostly just me freaking out in my mind, thinking about anything/everything. I feel like now is a time where I could/should take a new direction with my life. Which mostly entails, getting a new job. But, with my available hours, and the random time I request off for church/family things... I don't think anyone would hire me. Plus the economy, that might add to the "not hire me" thing, too. And, I need a steady income! :( Also, there's my thoughts about photography. Should I keep it as a hobby? Start a little business? (I already have an unofficial side business, but should I make it bigger?) Should I spend money on new camera bodies/lenses (photography is a pricey business, I might add.) What should I do?! I have no idea. But, I've been praying and trying to read my scriptures as much as I can, hoping to get a bit of guidance. Then, there's always the General Conference Ensign that just came out! Ah, those are my favorite. I love to read the GC Ensign. So much. It always uplifts me, and helps me in so many ways.
But, I guess this is enough venting for one night. No school in the morning! Oh, sweet goodness! Happy Veterans Day! Also, Happy Birthday to my brother, Jacob! :) Goodnight.
- Sara
PS: I'll probably post a lyric/poem/quote at the a the end of each post. Just a heads up.
Lyric: "What a find, if I could I'd hit rewind, and replay all the moments that I wished I could've called you mine."
....
"A night away and we've got a few to go. And I've mastered the art of missing and my smile lacks a glow."
(Same song, different parts. Love it.)
Hi, hello.
If you're reading this, you might have seen my little poll asking whether I should have a hand-written journal or an online/typed up journal.
Well, I tried the whole hand-written journal thing.
Didn't work out too well.
My hand cramped up too much. I felt like I was limiting my words due to the hand cramps, which led to me writing random, pointless stuff because of me limiting my words.
Like I said, didn't work out.
So, I'm trying out this blogging thing.
I used to blog. Whenever I was 15, and went out with my friends to the mall.
Super great entries. Haha.
But, instead of using this as a "how my day was today" I'll probably vent, and rant, and gush, with a little bit of how my day went.
Sound good?
Great, I think so too:)
So, what's been on my mind lately? Everything you can possibly think of!
- School : blah, I hate it. Scratch that, I hate math. Immensely. I cannot wait to be done with this semester, and never, ever, ever take another math class again. Actually, that all depends on my major. Which, I have NO idea what that is going to be! Yet another thing on my mind... that I eventually have to figure out.
- Work : should I stay or should I go? I've had thoughts of quitting Winn Dixie for probably a good year now. It's not that I don't like it there. I enjoy it. I love the people I work with. I love the regular customers, who aren't suuuuuper creepy. I just feel like it's a gigantic waste of time. I could be doing so much more productive stuff with my time, instead of standing around, waiting for some angry customer to come and demand a refund on something they never even paid for. Or, selling lotto, cigarettes and booze to disgusting people. And, I'm not talking about their attire, or their hygiene, I'm talking about the attitude they have towards people. The language they use. The inappropriate stuff that I hear and see come from these people, over and over again. It just saddens/disgusts me.
- Nannying (which apparently, isn't even a word?) : I love it. Amanda Orrock, thank you for asking me to be your nanny! McKay is the best little baby in the world, and not to mention the cutest! I just adore him, and the time I get to spend with him. Makes me want to be a mom, and have my own little adorable family. Oy vey!
- Boy : Oh, jeez. This is a subject I shouldn't even touch, cause I might just go on and on.
Dear boy, I adore you. I don't know why, cause we're terribly different in so, so many ways. But, at the same time have some similarities. But, I guess that was bound to happen, huh? Having similarities as well as differences? Ha. Anyway, we rarely talk. And, when we do talk, you do all the talking. I just sit and listen. When I do open my mouth, I try not to stumble over my words, while trying to say something that might interest you. Do you know how confusing you are Mr. Boy? I can't read you! At all. One minute, I think, "Why do I even bother? You have no idea I exist." then the next minute, you do/say little things that make me get my hopes up. Hagrumph.
- Life! : So, my life in general has been rather hectic lately. Not so much literally. Okay, somewhat literally, but mostly just me freaking out in my mind, thinking about anything/everything. I feel like now is a time where I could/should take a new direction with my life. Which mostly entails, getting a new job. But, with my available hours, and the random time I request off for church/family things... I don't think anyone would hire me. Plus the economy, that might add to the "not hire me" thing, too. And, I need a steady income! :( Also, there's my thoughts about photography. Should I keep it as a hobby? Start a little business? (I already have an unofficial side business, but should I make it bigger?) Should I spend money on new camera bodies/lenses (photography is a pricey business, I might add.) What should I do?! I have no idea. But, I've been praying and trying to read my scriptures as much as I can, hoping to get a bit of guidance. Then, there's always the General Conference Ensign that just came out! Ah, those are my favorite. I love to read the GC Ensign. So much. It always uplifts me, and helps me in so many ways.
But, I guess this is enough venting for one night. No school in the morning! Oh, sweet goodness! Happy Veterans Day! Also, Happy Birthday to my brother, Jacob! :) Goodnight.
- Sara
PS: I'll probably post a lyric/poem/quote at the a the end of each post. Just a heads up.
Lyric: "What a find, if I could I'd hit rewind, and replay all the moments that I wished I could've called you mine."
....
"A night away and we've got a few to go. And I've mastered the art of missing and my smile lacks a glow."
(Same song, different parts. Love it.)
I love your rantings~ In 10 yrs you can look back and enjoy this time in your YA life! Plus you are doing what the prophets have said- to keep a journal! Keep up the good work! You are a good example to me!
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